its been a hectic week
midterms coming up, stuff to prepare for , loads of dancing
sighs

not ready
just no ready

worse thing is im going bankrupt with all my shooppin
im tempted to get that ferragamo wallet
but its purple which is so not me
i wanna get a kate spade
and i still want want want A NEW STYLE!!!!
thanks god for the new top at haji
jasmine rawks
now im off to serachin for a new style
to smile more coz certain people have commented how unfriendly li look
and im craving for bread talk now

oh gosh..
i received an invitation to an exclusive bdae party yesterda
haha
dress code is boxers and big shirts
how awesome is that
hee heeee!=)

any bad day i guess
morning was fine i think
yea it was alright
den afternoon was okie only
worse was at night
appeared outta no where
i dont wanna feel this way anymore
it hurts so much
the proximity
so close
the constantt chatter
the smiles and laughter

where is the love?

been a gross morning
i dunno why i feel this way
but its always the case
same situation, same scenario
it just pisses me off
the vibe i get
the way that chirpy sound just makes the whole classrom seem so freakin noisey
assssholes

its been such a hectic week, with dance and all, it was hell
camps are disgusting things i mean i learnt alot form this retreat
workin with seriously pple who have such different workin styles such as i
and now im regrettin takin up this internship which i totally have no passion in and which i have nothing to do and im so so so reluctant to go for work everyday
im totally exhausted
i feel at times there is no one there to truly understnad me
its like as though everything is going wrong

Was a terrible morning
missed the bus
waited so damn long for the next bus 10 to come and den yoo hoo i forgot my ez link card
WTHHHHHHH
gotta walk all the way back somemore

urgh urgh urgh

anyway caught up with drew last night at pasta de waraku
nice car he has
and nice pasta
though the portions are so teeny weeny small
but oh well
its yummy yummy yummy=)
den back to school to meet iris,tarn and edward to see the new whackin part they learnt
drew kinda liked it
wahhaa

well...den off with lionel and sent me home
and DIARRHOEA!!!!
like twice
oh gosh
was terrible
den good yummy sleep
mmmmmm...

forgot to take pictures at the restaurant but anyway me and drew were really oddly matched
one with berms the other with heels
outfit coordination is of the most importance.
=)

God u really hear my cry
just when i was about to give up leading cell and all, joanne messaged and called me to ask whether i was comin for youth
gave me my fav brand of chocolates
and i feel refreshed again=)





Anyway self-discipline is in the air
Morning calls from both Patrick and Lionel
one to ask whether i was on the way to work and the other to blatantly tell me he was checkin on me to see whether i was up to any mischief
hahahah
wad the hell!
Meeting later with my uncle at the lawyers
i would think patrick and him would be so acquainted
ahah
same size and blah blah blah

dance brought forward later
forgot to bring my wallet to work
eews

ok
i decided to buy the f21 top
sigh
not supposed to spend money already
i still havent collected my gucci glasses
those are a few hundred dollars that i have yet to save because i spent it all on my LV
sheesz
i still have bout 2months
come on cheryl..u can do it

havent spent actually

so yea....keep up the good work
eat less
work more
dance more
and shop less
that would be therapeutic=)

patrick is back
i have work to do
whee!

Its been a rather long week
Everytime the start of the week comes i have to coax and drag myself outta bed just to get to work
Slack is the word
Patrick msn me to ask me whether i was bored
and said he was sorry he doesn have much stuff for me to do

so i jsut edit my blog shop
read the news
i brought newspapers to office today
hahaaa
gosh...
skipping lunch break so i can get off earlier and do my nails
whee!

I wanna go for some retail therapy
but actually i dunno whethe ri raelly wanna go for retail therapy
i kinda feel i need something else
like as though something is missing from my life
saw this top online
form forever 21
rather gorgeous dunno whether i shd get it


on a lower note, thank god for pig pig
has been there for me
this week has been one of ups and downs
barely 2months and im not feeling the love at times

i really dunno but im drawing closer to the family

learning to depend on myself and on god
speaking of which i need to go do my devotion
im not secure in u
maybe a little bit but yet not enough
We need lots of work
lets hope this works out

anyway gorgeous pics lionel took from his night shoot








your looking charming=)

Its funny how life makes fun of u
this year being a year of sabbath i dont really feel the rest
has been such an eventful year
with the big groove comin up
that should be the smashing big concert of the year
den shortly after will be dance production and off i go to paris on my whoppee leather business seats
Sabbath seems to take another meaning
well..
and i just forgot my devotions again
sorry God

Everyone pls support mmy flea shop
its called greencowsmoo.livejournal.com

hahaha..
dont get confused by the two!

anyway last day of work
or rather last day of the week for worok
6more weeks to go
im counting down
i can foresee next week being rather slack
coz patrick is overseas
muz email him and ask him what he needs me to do

Its weird how i feel whenever im around u. Fishes and all, what goes around comes around
im missing u alot. This feeling, i dunno what im typin but im guess im not feeling myself.
Loss of appetite..my sudden fetish with tuna. tanjong pagar is turning into a big freeze box where im the only "fish" inside. i wanna go do my nails.
Watching the hypochondriac, brought many thoughts to my mind. So doctors are they really as they seem? all stuff they speak we just bluntly believe. Are doctors for real? is love really worth fighting for? are families just a facade? im speaking for all the young ones out there. Just wanting an uncomplicated life. The world is so horrible. A lawyer scolded me. Lawyers are snobbish. some are really nice thoughh but the world is just o unfriendly. I have no idea wad is going on at work sometimes. Have to find out for myself. Alot of knowledge that is not known to me. Im learning company law now. entrepreneurship yesterday. god nnoes wad im learning tomo. Im glad for iris who never fails to mail me every morning=)

Its been an eventful week. When i really do feel like i need u around and ur unable to make me feel better. When will that feeling ever end? When will it arrive again. Jealousy eats me up no more.
this is emoting

blink of an eye its a thursday again
talkin to yao yesterday, lots have changed between the both of us
we each have our own lives now
each have matured in our own ways
and i guess the break up was good

now we look upon each other as good frens
and i thank god for that
considering the sour ending of the rship, im glad all is good now

its been a rather slack week however with the dance practices and front of house stuff,
it aint very restful at all
skipping in the morning followed by massage is therapeutic
occasional shoppin online is good too
set up an online store selling all of my second hand stuff off
greencowsmoo.livejournal.com
haha.

life with dear is good too
we are growing together and well we shall see how it goes
im kinda missing u dear

at the office patrick just flew back from KL
time to dress up and look pretty again
hha

dance is good
muz improve
TBG is where we will shine
=)
im glad iris is in
hee hee
muackz!

this week has been rather hmmm...rollar coaster ride liddat
Monday work was so boring i was counting down to 6pm
First day of work and was rather intimidating
well anyway went for dance
met dear for dinner before that
dance was good
dance audtions for the big groove kept me lookin forward to dance

Tuesday work was so so much better
moved table to sit with cass and had loads of fun

Wed i think i had lunch with wg
forgot which day already
anyway he is flying off for a month to Europe
gosh
lucky pig

Thur was morning with dear den offf to work
arrived late coz of course last night
entrepreneurship is rather interesting!
erm i think i met alan on thur
haha

had dessert at this basement shop at katong shoppin centre
rather cool

Fri was yesterday..met up with niger after work to dance a little den catch up session den headed home to parkway
got my G2000 shirt
and might be gettin my dkny watch
see how first
not very cheap
cant keep s[plurging

anyway dance later on
Freddy's teachin
awesome=)

zoo trip was awesome
that was about the last thing i remember that was fun
these few mornings have been waking up early and breakfast with lionel den off to work




my dear and i at the photo exhibition

job is going good
today is retail therapy
got pair of heels and my LV monogram bag
money fly fly away already

supposed to have meetin at 6pm with patrick but he was too tired
so tomo..sigh
work work
muz find stuff to make it interesting
oh gawd

bye to the world
cant wait for june to come

has been long since i posted
starting work comin monday
not too excited bout workin suddenly
no time for anything
i have so much to do in the hols

1. econs camp logistics and faci
2. church camp log head
3. dance production and big groove concert
4. theatre front of house

and these are just the compulsory
wad bout spendin time with my dear
and with my parents
oh gosh
still have weilin's wedding to rehearse for

i really dunno whether i will have time to join all the items i want to for dance production
i really want to
sigh
how how how
somemore now i realised my internship wont count at all
i dont even feeel like taking it up
sigh
god pls show me a way
i noe u willl

beach today
was awesome
been buying lots of stuff recently
bought 3 long shortsz
1 cardi
1 knitted vest
2 formal tops
2 dressy tops
was fun

but yet work...
sigh
thanks god mel is also workin at tanjong pagar
i hope im not making a wrong decision in interning
coz i really wanna spend time most of all with lionel and my parents and to participate the most i can in dance production
i really wanna

Has been damn long since i posted
i got a huge wishlist of shoppin stuff to buy for the next term and for the upcoming summer
good news first though
thank the lord
i got the internship at adam khoo's company without tryin too hard at all
interview was more of like a welcomin in of me into the company
pay aint too good
butim hoping that daddy and mummy will allow me to go for business trips
i noe that this summer will be a time where i will grow in maturity and responsibility and i hope they will see the change in me

so anyway..summer is gone
starting work on the 29th april.
god bless me

one more paper to go on sat
tomo is my first official dance job im undertakin
northlight sec school
50 an hour
i pray for favour with the students there

now my wish list..
need pretty formal clothes and a nice kate spade would be good
gucci wallet and handphone strap
and diesel or dkny watch

awesomes.
i love u dear=)

oooh...pictures of the dinner we had at lionel's place
maggie mee day
maggi mee soup for lunch and fried maggie mee for dinner
lionel's mummy is so sweet
and they look really cute together
=)
love u boths

weird and really cute mushroom found!


awesome maggie mee. i swear YATI shd go cook at marriott hotel or something.

i kinda suspect my intelligence is declining.
my dear is so freakin ass smart so is his clique
oh gosh...
im pretty demoralized at times and pretty much fustrated
why is life becomin like that..

1more week and im free.

i wanna use that word
i wanna turn green right now
i wont

efficient day
AE quiz was alright
AE project stuff all done
gosh...the shrek i am=s
(im talkin code)

anyway
photoshoot pictures are up and are over the school
photoshopped till i dunno wad shit colour is that
but these are the original colours
i prefer this way better=)



and this is our publicity mailer


awesome huh=)
i love it loads

Today was damn slack
went to school like late...was at the bus stop when it was already 145pm
dear ask me to go home...HOW TO
mummy will so kill me la
so anyway walked into AS lesson with my dior clutch alone
hahahhahaha....
look more like im goin shoppin rather den lesson la
class was crap
debate only
no exam tips at all..wth

so anyway after that went to deposit money den off to meet niger
chilling at selegie with yummy salty bean doughy thingy and their grass jelly is yummilicious!!!!!
off to town to follow him cut hair den to look for my gucci handphone strap which is sold out
damn...
my crayon tee from zara is also sold out
wth....=(

home thereafter for dinner
didnt see my dearest today=(
im missin u dear...

PICTURES OF THE MYSTERIOUS TAP @WATERFRONT HOTEL





oh my...i love jasmine=)

a lost photo from the geek party!

ahhaha pictures for the geek party are OUT!!!!!!!!!
post them at the end laters=)

still waiting for pics from jas from yesterday's zouk flea
heee
my virgin first time in zouk
oh gosh...
so small..so cold...so CROWDED!!!!!!
arss!!!
mighty loads of gucci and LVs inside..
got my montagut shirt
very very happy=)
1hour in there=HEADACHE!
hahaha.a.a.babe im so glad we came out early
its horrendously like a madhouse inside
but flea markets are love
pple there are really cool and quirky
and RUDE!
pushing here and there.......

camwhoring at the next door hotel afterward
automated taps are absolutely CUTE!!!
taking a flash photo in the toilet resulted in the sudden outburst of water from the taps
OH GAWD!
thats HILARIOUS!!!!!!!
jas and i changed place numerous times just to make sure our eyes werent playin tricks on us
hahahhahaha.a...
gawd..
taps on all sides for that momentary second burst out in water when the flash went on and off
hahahahhahahahhas!

chilling afterwards at coffeebean at greatworld
changed so much
ben and jerry's have changed alot too
wads wrong
is it me?
why dont they give that genuine smile anymore
sighs.

lionel's place thereafter
they had gross fish and porridge
i totally kept my stand against fried fish and porridge
hahaa....awesome stuff
mummy was studying really hard...i was trying to understand the book i was readin pretty hard too
comms presentation rehearsal in super man outfit
i wish i could upload photos from my phone but i have no idea
anyway pictures we take together are alwasy ugly
why why why!
except for the one at the geek party where u are SUPPOSED to look ugly
wth
hahahha
30march
loves=)


my dearest lionel..

LIRU!!!!

oh my gawd..geeeky me!

the lovely girls from econs..sarah,clara,maria,liru and evelyn=)

My 2 loves...
Love #1..liru called this the "match made in heaven:

Love #2..lollipops totally rawk my world.
lets buy down the streets with our spending rages!!!!!


a day of many loves=)