its been a hectic week
midterms coming up, stuff to prepare for , loads of dancing
sighs

not ready
just no ready

worse thing is im going bankrupt with all my shooppin
im tempted to get that ferragamo wallet
but its purple which is so not me
i wanna get a kate spade
and i still want want want A NEW STYLE!!!!
thanks god for the new top at haji
jasmine rawks
now im off to serachin for a new style
to smile more coz certain people have commented how unfriendly li look
and im craving for bread talk now

oh gosh..
i received an invitation to an exclusive bdae party yesterda
haha
dress code is boxers and big shirts
how awesome is that
hee heeee!=)

any bad day i guess
morning was fine i think
yea it was alright
den afternoon was okie only
worse was at night
appeared outta no where
i dont wanna feel this way anymore
it hurts so much
the proximity
so close
the constantt chatter
the smiles and laughter

where is the love?

been a gross morning
i dunno why i feel this way
but its always the case
same situation, same scenario
it just pisses me off
the vibe i get
the way that chirpy sound just makes the whole classrom seem so freakin noisey
assssholes

its been such a hectic week, with dance and all, it was hell
camps are disgusting things i mean i learnt alot form this retreat
workin with seriously pple who have such different workin styles such as i
and now im regrettin takin up this internship which i totally have no passion in and which i have nothing to do and im so so so reluctant to go for work everyday
im totally exhausted
i feel at times there is no one there to truly understnad me
its like as though everything is going wrong

Was a terrible morning
missed the bus
waited so damn long for the next bus 10 to come and den yoo hoo i forgot my ez link card
WTHHHHHHH
gotta walk all the way back somemore

urgh urgh urgh

anyway caught up with drew last night at pasta de waraku
nice car he has
and nice pasta
though the portions are so teeny weeny small
but oh well
its yummy yummy yummy=)
den back to school to meet iris,tarn and edward to see the new whackin part they learnt
drew kinda liked it
wahhaa

well...den off with lionel and sent me home
and DIARRHOEA!!!!
like twice
oh gosh
was terrible
den good yummy sleep
mmmmmm...

forgot to take pictures at the restaurant but anyway me and drew were really oddly matched
one with berms the other with heels
outfit coordination is of the most importance.
=)

God u really hear my cry
just when i was about to give up leading cell and all, joanne messaged and called me to ask whether i was comin for youth
gave me my fav brand of chocolates
and i feel refreshed again=)





Anyway self-discipline is in the air
Morning calls from both Patrick and Lionel
one to ask whether i was on the way to work and the other to blatantly tell me he was checkin on me to see whether i was up to any mischief
hahahah
wad the hell!
Meeting later with my uncle at the lawyers
i would think patrick and him would be so acquainted
ahah
same size and blah blah blah

dance brought forward later
forgot to bring my wallet to work
eews

ok
i decided to buy the f21 top
sigh
not supposed to spend money already
i still havent collected my gucci glasses
those are a few hundred dollars that i have yet to save because i spent it all on my LV
sheesz
i still have bout 2months
come on cheryl..u can do it

havent spent actually

so yea....keep up the good work
eat less
work more
dance more
and shop less
that would be therapeutic=)

patrick is back
i have work to do
whee!

Its been a rather long week
Everytime the start of the week comes i have to coax and drag myself outta bed just to get to work
Slack is the word
Patrick msn me to ask me whether i was bored
and said he was sorry he doesn have much stuff for me to do

so i jsut edit my blog shop
read the news
i brought newspapers to office today
hahaaa
gosh...
skipping lunch break so i can get off earlier and do my nails
whee!

I wanna go for some retail therapy
but actually i dunno whethe ri raelly wanna go for retail therapy
i kinda feel i need something else
like as though something is missing from my life
saw this top online
form forever 21
rather gorgeous dunno whether i shd get it


on a lower note, thank god for pig pig
has been there for me
this week has been one of ups and downs
barely 2months and im not feeling the love at times

i really dunno but im drawing closer to the family

learning to depend on myself and on god
speaking of which i need to go do my devotion
im not secure in u
maybe a little bit but yet not enough
We need lots of work
lets hope this works out

anyway gorgeous pics lionel took from his night shoot








your looking charming=)

Its funny how life makes fun of u
this year being a year of sabbath i dont really feel the rest
has been such an eventful year
with the big groove comin up
that should be the smashing big concert of the year
den shortly after will be dance production and off i go to paris on my whoppee leather business seats
Sabbath seems to take another meaning
well..
and i just forgot my devotions again
sorry God

Everyone pls support mmy flea shop
its called greencowsmoo.livejournal.com

hahaha..
dont get confused by the two!

anyway last day of work
or rather last day of the week for worok
6more weeks to go
im counting down
i can foresee next week being rather slack
coz patrick is overseas
muz email him and ask him what he needs me to do

Its weird how i feel whenever im around u. Fishes and all, what goes around comes around
im missing u alot. This feeling, i dunno what im typin but im guess im not feeling myself.
Loss of appetite..my sudden fetish with tuna. tanjong pagar is turning into a big freeze box where im the only "fish" inside. i wanna go do my nails.
Watching the hypochondriac, brought many thoughts to my mind. So doctors are they really as they seem? all stuff they speak we just bluntly believe. Are doctors for real? is love really worth fighting for? are families just a facade? im speaking for all the young ones out there. Just wanting an uncomplicated life. The world is so horrible. A lawyer scolded me. Lawyers are snobbish. some are really nice thoughh but the world is just o unfriendly. I have no idea wad is going on at work sometimes. Have to find out for myself. Alot of knowledge that is not known to me. Im learning company law now. entrepreneurship yesterday. god nnoes wad im learning tomo. Im glad for iris who never fails to mail me every morning=)

Its been an eventful week. When i really do feel like i need u around and ur unable to make me feel better. When will that feeling ever end? When will it arrive again. Jealousy eats me up no more.
this is emoting

blink of an eye its a thursday again
talkin to yao yesterday, lots have changed between the both of us
we each have our own lives now
each have matured in our own ways
and i guess the break up was good

now we look upon each other as good frens
and i thank god for that
considering the sour ending of the rship, im glad all is good now

its been a rather slack week however with the dance practices and front of house stuff,
it aint very restful at all
skipping in the morning followed by massage is therapeutic
occasional shoppin online is good too
set up an online store selling all of my second hand stuff off
greencowsmoo.livejournal.com
haha.

life with dear is good too
we are growing together and well we shall see how it goes
im kinda missing u dear

at the office patrick just flew back from KL
time to dress up and look pretty again
hha

dance is good
muz improve
TBG is where we will shine
=)
im glad iris is in
hee hee
muackz!